Wow, so long since I have an English written text.
Why am I doing this? Well, it’s my blog. Why not? And
also, the are some people I don’t want reading this and, yeah, they can’t read English.
At the moment, I am studying to become an agronomic
engineer, I am also writing many, many books of which one is about to be
published. I like writing music, some scripts and I have an unfinished short
movie. Why am I so bored? Why is it so difficult for me to say “yay this is fun”?
Well, I am not a psychologist, but in case you feel the same, I have some
theories.
First of all, welcome to my text, you may just call me
Mono and…yeah, this is my brain.
Some decades ago, being a multitasking person was the
result of an academic education. Of course, not in all the cases, but it was “academically”
normal. Access to some kinds of information was very limited and sometimes you
just needed a big pile of money to get “the book” because it wasn’t in libraries.
Having a degree/diploma, was actually pretty rare. If you were trying to become
a doctor, lawyer or journalist, people would look at you like “wow…this person
is going up”.
Well here is my point of view… having a degree, now a
days, in my country, means basically nothing. You have some weight for your curriculum,
congrats, but now try to step on the other guys that finished university with
you and don’t let them fuck you in the ass. But first you will have to be
persistent and lucky enough to find where to ask someone to even realize that
you exist, so you can apply for a job.
I am not very sure people are aware of this, because
of course, our parents come from, in a way, a simpler time where things were
different, the system was different and they were probably more capacitated for
going out mama’s house at, probably my current age.
Now, multitasking is a thing of interest. If you are able
to do different kinds of tasks is probably just because you were curious. You
might have just wondered “how do I repair this?” and searched on the internet
and POOF! Now you are actually better and more experienced that the asshole
that sold you that piece of shit.
And I am not referring exactly to knowledge. I am
talking about the possibilities. We are so used to think that the person with a
degree is better, smarter, and more experienced (which is so not true) that we
forget that they just sat and studied really hard, teachers were just guides.
Now what does this have to do with me giving or not
giving a shit about what I do?
What I think is that no matter what I study, in the
end, that is not what I will do for living. I am not the only one, I see so
many people burning their brains on what they love, and slowly turning it into
something they will just hate, and after that, practicing it for the rest of
their lives. Not everyone, just a minority, of which I am referring to.
Is that the definition of happiness to you? Is that
what you want?
So when I think of the future, my projection is
actually seeing myself bored, doing whatever I have to do to keep myself busy
and not kill myself. And again, in case you think I am talking about everyone.
NO this is just how some people (me included) feel.
Anyway, I feel better now that it is out of my system.
Bye bye
